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hey boy,
jangan kau pamerkan aku balon
balon yang kau tau, yang sangat aku sukai


hey boy,
jangan kau pinjami aku balon
karna sekali kau pinjami, sepertinya takkan kulepas sampai nanti-nanti


hey boy,
jangan pula kau berikan aku balon =}
yang dalam semalam membuatku tersenyum tanpa henti
tapi kemudian kau letuskan balon itu pada keesokan pagi

DUORR !!

:: lalu kau tinggal pergi ...

sebuah titik tanpa koma .

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:: Fent sedang dalam perbaikan ::

. mintamaav + terimakasih ; yangbanyak .

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kangend .

Dear Monci ... :) *ngukk nguuk...

Beberapa hari ini kog kaya-kaya nya aku sibuk ini itu yah Mon.. sibukk-sibuk sendiri.. sibuk mencari kesibukan.. hha... Ampe kangen aku ama yang nama nya ketawa ampe nangis... -bukan ketawa sambil nangis :P

Hey kawand... aku kangen kalian... Kangen ibu-ibu PKK metropolis yang satu ini.. hha..

Syalalaa...

happyfridayatBoliva

candid by : Arun ;D

Unair * Unpad * UPN = cheers !

- qkamaxfentnotshasa' -

: friendship :

bayangbayangkebayang

Nanananaa..... miz u oLL ;)

*mmuuachh!

Lazy Sunday ...^^

Hello... heloo.. *ngukk..ngukk.. :D

Happy sunday all ...

Hari ini surabaya lumayan mendung (walupun tetep panas) . Surabaya agak aneh yaa.. Kota-kota laen di Indonesia udah pada ujan di surabaya masi panas glondang.. Lum ujan-ujan..

hohoho...

Ini lho aq grabbed dari seorang kawand ...

Di tebeli ajaa -yang uda perna :)

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink

02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg glacier
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby’s diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving ( * aq pernah muter2 di awan pake parasut itu sky diving kah? hhe)
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records (cds)
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
132a. Had them write back
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. …more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone’s heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a TV game show
149. Broken a bone ( *hampirr seh..retak!!hhu)
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than US states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper/magazine ( *yihaaa :DD )
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. …and gotten 86’ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating ( *wkt diklat PecintaAlam.yiaks )
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested

Yeah...begitulah.... :)

Udah dulu yakk... Maw jalan-jalan.. Jalan-jalan dalam arti sesungguhnya bukan di dunia maya.. hhe...

Happy Sunday everybody ! :D *mmuachh!

Unairkuuu rekkkk ... o_o

Nguing...nguing...nguinggg......

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Semalem asli begadang aq Mon...kencan hot ama si Aplikom mpe ketiduran dengan lebtop masii ketip-ketip menyala nampilin screensaver-ny makhluk-makhluk ajaib (temen-temen maksud ny) .maab y.hhu

Puagi-puagi lagu Beautiful Girl nya JoJo bunyi dari alarm henpon pertanda mau gag mau kudu melek bangun walupun cuma tidur 2jam! Syalala...Hello Monday... I'm ready to go! Aplikom...sini kamuh...tak hajar! hhe .

Wez...wez...A.Yani seperti biasa... berangkad barengan ma sejuta umat manusia yang mungkin ada yang sama tujuan ny ama aq. Ujian . Kerja-sekolah-nganterpacar-njemputpacar-syuting-mencangkul-membajak-bla bla bla... Jam9 Pas ! Nyampe kampus.. Srudakk srudukk... Like before : gag pake lift . selalu pake tangga ! walupun cape tapi aq berprinsip kalo selagi bisa naek pake tangga pakailah tangga... (eskalator termasuk??wkwkwk) lumayan lah mbakarr kalori . :D

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Amit amit rekkk Unairku ini...

Mpe melongo aq baca pengumuman yang nempel di pintu ruang ujian ku .

>>>>> UJIAN HARI SENIN 9NOV, DITUNDA HARI RABU 11NOV DENGAN WAKTU DAN TEMPAT YANG SAMA , KARENA ADA RENOVASI RUANG LAB . TERIMAKASIH <<<<<

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Huaiah...tiwas Mon..Mon...mataku sepet gini begadang jangan begadang semoga ada arti nya...

Gpp wez...jadi bisa belajar bareng ama naq-naq, di rumahny Nadh besog . Yah semoga smakin mantepp materi ny menclok di dalam otakku .

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Btw..tw...aq maw cerita Mon..

hmm..hmmm...hmmm...tadi pagi...hmmm...hmmm...

Gag seharusnya aq tadi diperlakukan seperti itu . *STOP2! Dilarang nangis!

Ranger Pink kog nangis . Syala lala lalaa.... *hiks....

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Pengen cerita .. ma sypa ...

hiks . Need sum1 beside me here ; now .

Hold my hand . my tears . and my soul .

would u ?

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*fentdilarangnangisplis :: 1037am

Ke-dudul-an ini smakin menjadi-jadi...

[ lovelyroom 3x3m @1138pm ]

Huuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Bener khan seharian ini filing gag enak ku terbukti ... (walopun telad!)

Siang-siang bolong tadi sendirian abis ngisi bensin di SPBU kebanggaan negeri kita;Pertamina, tiba-tiba...

GRUBYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKK !!! aduughhh...Sakid.. Lhoh kog aq ngesot-ngesot di aspal ??? ayank shogun juga terbaring tak berdaya disebelah -dengan mesin masi menyala..

Lho..lho..lho..?? Bapak di depanku kog meringis-meringis gitu yh? Oalah..aq nubruk bapak ini toh...

Bapak-bapak naek sepeda ongkel ngelawan arus... Aq ny juga meleng gag liad depan mau nyebrang... Dan terjadilah, ... hhu..

Diliatin ma sejuta umat pula.. Hadooooh.. Untung gag kenapa-napa Mon.. cuma beset-beset aja jariku.. Alhamdulillah Bapaknya juga bisa langsung ngibrit naek sepeda ongkelnya ninggalin aq yang masii ketip-ketip di pinggir jalan siang bolong... Dan si ayank shogun juga baek-baek aja.. *PLOK PLOK PLOK..ayank shogun hebadd... udah menter kaya ny dia. xP

Dan : Seperti biasa..hari minggu adalah hari nganterin ibu tak gendong kemana-mana...

Kali ini minta di anterin ke ujungnya irak .. PGS . Pusat Grosir Surabaya .

Sidoarjo-PGS lumayan sepi dijalan.. jadi ga kerasa tiba-tiba dah nyampe, padahal jauhnya lumayan bikin ni jok panasss....

Lalu bla bla bla dan syalala la la....

Sampe rumah, ada yang semped-sempednya bikin bete lewad SMS . Dan hal-hal seperti sebelumnya pun terulang kembali . Feels like shit de javu !! Kapan keberanian itu akan datang Mon... hhu. Hati ama fisik kog susah amad kompaknya... :(

Lanjud Ikan Cucut !

Iseng-iseng telv tyar... filing gag enak kalo aq salah nyatet jadwal lagi kalo besok ujian aplikom...

Tuuttt...tutttt... berkali-kali gag diangkat-angkat ma empu ny... x(

Gawad..semakin gag enak filingku.. Aplikom adalah Aplikasi Komputer, dimana ujian ny adalah praktek langsung ngadep kompi untuk memecahkan soal-soal ny.. Bukan teori, tapi langsung njelimet-njelimet masukkin rumusnya kesana yang segudang banyaknya.. Wes Inti ny aq lum belajar Mon !

Tuuuutt...tuuuutt... Dialling chepii chepot *1 ....

Chepii : Hola.... ?

Fentdudul : Heh chepp !!

Chepii : Opo tul ? (*apa tul ? >> panggilanku adalah fentoul <<)

Fentdudul : Gi lapaw chepp? Ujian Aplikom kapan? besog ta?? Aduh...ojok besog po'o chepp...hhu..

Chepii : Lheh...??!! Iyo besog tul jam 9.. Lapaw..?? koen durung ngerti ta??

Fentdudul : HUaaaaaaaaaaa.... bagussss!! jam 9 pagi chepp??!! Aq malah tak pikir hari selasa ujian ny !!!!!

Chepii : Gobezh arek iki... wez cepetan blajaro tul.. besog aq padamu..hhe

Fentdudul : chepp... aq holahop aplikom :'(

Chepii : Hargghhhh... buka'en blog ny dosen ny.. blajaro dari situ... Ada kisi-kisi ma jawabannya buad kita latihan soal ujian...

Fentdudul : Oio....Hffffhhhh... Lupa aq! Kamu wez liad tah? udah mbok download??

Chepii : Udah...tapi cuma' bab 13-14 aja.. itu lho aq yo gag sepiro'o mudeng...

Fentdudul : Huaiah !! Yawes...sim sim terima kasim sim... ni mau tak download blog-ny.. Eh materi ny maksud'e... tak ndang belajar aq ! Jam brapa ini ? hhu...

Chepii : Yo yo yooow... sing rajin yo tul... begadang-lah dirimu.. Aq tak merem,ngantuk... Aq padamu tul...hhe.

Fentdudul : Oalah.. lontong arek iki.. Dwehhhhhh... Assalamualaikum....

Chepii : Waalaikumsalam !

KLIK ! Tuuuttt...tuuuttt..... o_o

Jadi sampai dsini dulu ya Mon...

Sumprit asli begadang ini aq... Utek-utek kencan hot ama leptob...

Hoooaammmm... I think I need a cup of coffee ; now ..

*mmuachhh aplikom!hhe :: 0031am

Ngidam

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Yeehaaa ... hari berlalu cepadd sekaliii yaa ;D

UTS ku tinggal 2 lagi . Setelah itu saad nya pindah fokus ke hal-lain yang lain maybe ? :: kerjaan, pasti ! :: nyenengin diri sendiri ? hmm..hmm.. dah pantes ta? hhe..

Tapi kya ny belum Mon.. masii banyakk yang haruss di selesaikan. Ini~itu kesana~kemari.. heuf *PLAKKKK !! Hooooooooooooooooo .... tetep semangad v_v Kalo semua ny dah beres, dah rampung........ Huh.. saad ny baless dendamm kesumat... Nyenengin diri sendiriii :D

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Pengeeeeeeeeeen ~ ngidaaaaaammmm :

Naekk (apaan seh nama ny, maenan kek kincir angin itu????) yang ada di atas rooftop Delta Plaza Surabaya . Malem2 liad lampu2 Surabaya dari ketinggian dari dalam kapsul ny ntu . HUaaaaa.... ma sypa ??! *hha

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Mam bubur ayam pagii pagi di GOR abis jogging . Ingad - Abis Jogging . Jogging . Jogging . hhe . Ngajak gerombolan SMA (kek dulu) seru ni .

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Ke BNS ! titik . (lum pernah rekk) x*

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Hwahahahaa.... gag penting yah? hhe.. Biarin wes.. Nama ny juga agi pengen.. terutama yang warna merah tuh.. Tapi..adugh Mon.. moga2 aja gag ada batesan umur buad naek tu kincir angin (eh? apa c nama ny...) ya ya ya ya ya ya... harus . 2009 ! hhe :DD

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Tuh khan cepedd banget tiba2 dah hampir jam12 gini. Lum belajar buad besok : Teknik Supervisi :: 10am ! . Hehehehehe... gag salah jadwal lagii kog ini . ;))

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Yasudddd... next LANJUD IKAN CUCUT lagii yapp :)

Maw kencan dulu *ma buku2 .

Busyedd Mon... ini blog kog gag ad berad2nya sama sekali yah? enteng2 aja.. kurang ber'isi -kaya'.. hha .. Yeahhh... whatever, here I am . senangsedisukasukadisinigagperlupurapura x)

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*mmuachhfent! :: 1135pm .

yeah . I know .

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skak mat !

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:: o_o ::

Fake Plastic Love

::: Fake Plastic Trees :::

Her green plastic watering can
for a fake Chinese rubberplant
In the fake plastic earth .

What she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber bands
to get rid of itself

It wears her out... It wears her out...
It wears her out... It wears her out...

She lives with a broken man
a cracked polystyreneman
Who just crumbles and burns

He use to do surgery
for girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins

And it wears him out... it wears him out...
It wears him out... it wears him out...

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing,
My fake plastic love .

But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run

And it wears we out... It wears we out...
It wears we out... It wears we out....



If I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted all the time
All the time .










*byRadiohead :: 0053am .

M E L E K M U kapan ???????

(sebeLumny mab kLo brantakan..drhp)
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Dear Moncicis... :'(
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Grafik untuk hari ini 'seru' skaLi.. naek turun naek turun cittttttt. -SELESAI- . kek naek rollercoaster..
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Seharusnya udah aq hancurin 'rumah' bobrok ini..
Seharusnya udah sampai tahap 'pondasi' aq bangun rumah lagi...
Seharusnya aq sadar atas semua petunjuk-Nya..
Seharusnya aq bersyukur atas 'kebodohan' ku malam ini...
Seharusnya seharusnya seharusnya bahh !! stop !
Ini adalah tiket emas buad aq...
Tiket keluar dari goa..
dari kebahagiaan semu, senyum palsu ku .
Selama ini yang aq lihad ternyata hanyalah bayangbayang di tembok goa, cm pantulan .
Sementara selama itu pula aq selalu menyangkal keindahan yang di tawarkan di luar sana...
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c a p e k k . y a . . . h h e .
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Saat kita akan memulai sebuah arah yang baru, yang paling susah bin berat pasti untuk melangkahkan langkah (hanya) pertama kita. Terseret-seret, takud, beraaaattt poko ny... heuf ( kata~nya )
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Adooooogh...taukk ahh Mon...
kebanyakan mikirr aq. kebanyakan pertanyaan.
Dr dlm hati, J a w a b a n n y a SUDAH JELAS .
Tapi, K e n a p a AQ SLLU PURAPURA GAG JELAS ?!
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Kog susah amad seh Mon... *ngukk nguk nguukk :((
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*fentbodohfentdudulfentpengecut! x(
:: 109am .
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Haaaaarghh...Demirumput yg bergoyang...aq pasti bisa!!! Gag ad di dunia ini yang gag bisa, yg ada itu cuma GAG MAU!! beuh .